i want to blog but im too lazy to do so. i got the job. yay me. but im bad in writing so it's going to be a tough one. i think im falling sick soon. with all the hectic lifestyle i really need a good massage and a good sleep. the one thing that i hate is to wake up at a certain time. class has been at 830 and it's really a chore to wake up that early.

i was feeling slightly overwhelmed with everything recently and almost had a massive blow. i guess inconsiderate people just push me to the limits. maybe it's karma? i used to not believe in karma but when it keeps biting me back. im just so sick of it. can't we do anything? do we all have to be a saint and not have any sins? what i feel matters may not matter to anyone and vice versa. and when i don't care about certain shit which matters greatly to someone, i should be punished for that? it just come to a point where everything i do is wrong or not appreciated that i stop doing it all. and then karma just bites me really hard. i can never do anything right. im beginning to give up feeling bad for others. i don't care if i've offend you. cos seriously, if no one can handle at my worst, they sure ain't going to deserve me at my best. and im usually being pushed to the limits to bring out the worst in me.

too lazy to post pictures. cos usually those that i took, you can see it on fb.

and i watched the hangover. ntb. quite hilarious. makes me miss vegas. and i want to watch bruno, G.I.Joe, orphan and the fighting.

and i can't wait for end of this month. it seems faster than i thought. first week is mostly gone, second week i'll prob find something to do. having a test on the third and fourth week. and studying always make the week seems shorter. so ta-da. pay day!! it's not having more money to shop but i know there's income coming in which means, i have extra $400 to spend every month. and i know i have something to fall back if im really tight. i'll just have to wait till end of next month. i think i save more when i have more. haha. cos after summer, i think there's nothing much left to buy.

i just want a:
- black tight skirt
- pair of comfy shoes/heels
- dslr camera
- few tops for informal events
- longchamp bag in red

i think that's all for this month. haha.