i really hate it when people seems as though they know everything about me but in fact they don't. or they ask me silly questions just to get to the point. it's really annoying. and i hate it when others tend to be really secretive and when i ask, it seems like im a very possessive friend. hello, if you don't tell me, i'll ask. immature people are annoying. tsk

so anyway, this whole week has been rather boring for me. other that the meetups with the girls, all i've done is sleep and sleep. kinda sick and tired of my life and for a moment, i feel like giving up school to travel for abit. and i still don't believe in education. but i have got no choice but to continue. if only i don't need a degree to survive in today's society. i need more action you know. but im rather broke and fat. seriously, if i can get the job, i'll have one less thing to worry and it's the major one. i'll have 1) more income, 2) instead of slacking and living aimlessly, im doing something. be it lame or not, it's still something. 3) i can shop without worrying about my depleting savings.

this whole year, till date, has been nothing but surprises, upset and misery.

firstly, lemon has cause me much misery now and then. some good ones but some bad. and till now, i wish for a time machine, so i can go back time and not let our path cross, or maybe to erase all memories i had with him. a knock on the head will be good.

secondly, made a few friends, lost some. sad to say but im rather used to it. some of my close friends are drifting apart and im quite tired to pull them back. so we drifted further and further away.

thirdly, travelling with my gfs and also with bev. at least it kills part of my holidays. time seems rather fast and it's been a rather fun and experienced ones. haha. i hardly have time to myself to think of stupid issues.

fourth, boat trip with my family and friends which i never get to experience before. and i hope one day, i'll get to go with my close friends. a party probably that we'll never forget. if only my clique of any group of friends don't get smaller and smaller.

fifth, of course my dog muffin. she has been nothing but joy to the family.

sixth, tina's giving birth which came as a surprise and her baby is so adorable. when is it going to be my turn to find true love?

and seriously, i can't wait for this year to end. i hope for the next few months, my life won't be so bad. sigh. it just keep going downhill ain't it?