i hate feeling like fuck. when i feel like fuck, i can't think straight, i get angry easily and i losses my temper. though im at fault sometimes, i can't help it but to feel angry when people point out my mistakes. on other days, it's alright. but not on those days when i feel like fuck.

i hate feeling irritated at every possible things in life. it just pisses me off to great length. i feel like shouting, scolding that person, slapping even. but i have to control. why can't i just let it all out?

all thanks to pms. i have all kinds of moods everyday. it gets more intense when im coming. and what is worse is that sometimes i get moody for nothing.

and i hate it when im having problems, im being lectured, or being left alone.