im having mixed feelings. i don't know what i want or what does my heart says. it's so confusing.
it's like my heart and mind doesn't connect. doesn't go the same way. it's like having a tug-o-war inside me. why does my life have to be so complicated? it's always a maybe. i can't decide, i can't be firm.
maybe i should just isolate myself for awhile. a year maybe? or two. to know where i'm heading and to let go of things that is pulling me back.
nothing appeals to me anymore.
im happy when you try to make things go my way. but i know for sure this is heading no where. not for you.