today i get really mad at you for the things you try to do. sometimes you just don't respect me and feel that whatever i feel is lame and stupid just cos you have zero morals in you. you lied and tricked me and yet i still forgive you. i get mad at myself and at you. but the worst thing of all, you think it's a joke and never apologise.

sometimes i wish you will disappear or that i will hate you good enough to strike you off my list. what have i done to deserve this? why am i such a pushover. you just don't seem to know what the problem is. you don't seem to know that you have hurt me. all you do care and know is your own happiness. and nothing matters as long as you are happy, that you are satisfied with things around you. to the extend of hurting people around you. you are blinded by your ownself. always claiming you did alot. but have you? HAVE YOU?

why do i even bother with your garbage anyway?