It happened again. It really sucks to know that shit like this has to happen three times in a tow. Am I jinx or am I just unlucky in love. And all three has te same ending. They just disappear on me. What is wrong with me?? Am I too boring or what? I can tolerate all nonsense from them but they can't. One tiny mistakes and they just jet off. Why they just don't speak to me like an adult, tell me what is wrong before they just decide this is wrong and jet off. At times likes this, I realise I'm all alone. At times like this, I realise who are my true friends. All three times when I'm down, they aren't there to comfort me. Only busy with their own happy life. They just criticize but didn't console me. What I need is a shoulder to lean on but they cOuldnt care. Always giving excuses on why they can't meet me. I'm done with excuses.